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Zomg!

2008-10-18T23:24:00.005+08:00

Helloooo~

yes..ZOMG..Brian is blogging again..

there is still no real things to blog about..i'm kinda past the whole blog about my feelings,bla bla bla..and so have decided to just up load some pictures in the midst of my business and craziness, because i need a timeout from work..lol.

miss me anyone?haha

here we go!

First of all BLESSED BELATED BIRTHDAY MARIANNE!!

and eventho she claims that at 19 she's OLD -_-" we all know that Jan and I are waaayy older and hence feel like dinosaurs..lol..anyhoos hope you had a good one and we still owe you a nice dinner outing=)
and also we visited Joshua Yap somewhere this week who had a minor surgery on the torn meniscus on his right leg=)
afew of our LG dropped by to see him!
LOL..the doctor marked his leg with an arrow drawn with a marker pen so that he wont forget which leg to operate on!goodness knows i'd be freaking out and super crazy worried man. But Joshua made it through like a trooper and is now recuperating at home=) keep him in prayer!

ish..on the phone when we came to visit..haha..*nudge*faham faham laaa..

KOOOKIE MONSTERRRR!!~*nyam nyam nyam* lol..we saw this in the hospital cafe..good stuff this hospital has!

artsy fartsy shot of my ugly hand on my steering wheel..

and also the follow up of the last puppy love post..this is.... TITUS...lol..it shows how uber long i have not updated and now he's a BIG boy!and is bigger than Jess..like seriously bigger.

dunno why i took this shot..lol..just thought the green tractor was kool..

conjoined twins!lol..joined at the cheek to head..yes we take shameless pictures of ourselves in hospital wards and with other patients looking.
wei lin fascinated with the sample of the meniscus taken from Josh's right knee..lol..biohazard yo...macam C.S.I

oh also Josh had a DVD copy of the operation, goodness knows why they give a copy to the patients, but we'll probably go to Marianne's place to watch it like a horror movie!lol..live action horror yo!

thank God for a smooth surgery, we'll be missing him cuz he wont be around in church cuz he has to rest! we'll be paying you a visit reaaall soon!!i smell ampang beef noodles!

Puppy Love!

2008-03-21T14:19:00.003+08:00

Hellow!
yes yes, i really have not been updating my blog!haha..isn't that ALWAYS the case?

well here i am, this post is dedicated to a new addition to my family=) and yes as the title of the post....*drum roll* dumdumdum

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*TADAAA*

I'VE GOT A PUPPY!!! his name is Titus and is now 6 weeks old=)

Titus is a german shepherd, just like my current dog , Jess=)

so yeah..a big welcome to Titus!!woot! he has been adjusting quite well with a few hickups here and there but he's doing fine=)haha..okok..till my next post..i'll post a few more pics later!!

Birthday!

2008-02-02T00:02:00.000+08:00

BLESSED 21st BIRTHDAY JAN WONG!!!!

Thank you for being a friend and a blessing!

Gosh we've known each other for so long!!

and yes, we still do silly things!

and we still try to look good!

lol...I pray that you will continue to learn to grow in God! We've come soo far from last time, and i'm glad that God opened up our eyes to see what matters, and what he has brought us through!
okay trying not to sound tooo gay..haha..but yeah, lets keep on anticipating to see God fulfill what He has envisioned in our hearts!!

Have a Great ONE!

LONG AWAITED UPDATE

2008-01-30T10:47:00.000+08:00

Hellow people[echo]..

*sound of empty hollow wind*whoosh~

yeap..i'm back..aight..first of all, 2007 was awsome and it ended very meaningfully for me=)

Firstly i would like to really really thank my friends that have made my 21st birthday the most meaningful birthday ever!!THANK YOUUUU!!! for getting me the most awesomest present ever!!i really cant express how grateful i am of what you guys have done and i really feel appreciated! for those of you who dont know..they got me a made in Japan Fender Stratocaster guitar! and you know what else is really cool about the guitar?i checked the serial number with Fender's directory and it shows that my guitar was manufactured the same year as my birth year! 1986! woot! that means its as old as mee...its one heck of a powerful guitar too!woot!

once again...THANK YOUUU GUYS!!!!

erm..okay as most of you know..i've been busy as always..and i kinda neglected my blog..if you wanna know what i've been busy with..head down to http://www.shirts4real.com/ . We've been busy doing corporate work and coming up with new designs for our retail line!

well..ermm..zooming back to recent events..is the much "anticipated" quiksilver revolution tour 2.0..lol..here are some pictures!

aights!this was a quicky update!lol take care!

Day 1!!

2007-12-17T23:31:00.001+08:00

heya,
so today was the start of the so called adventures..
we woke up at around 9 and then went off to sentosa island!woot..the weather was actually really good when we woke up but then later on it started drizziling when we reached..haha...major bummer dude..anyways..

waking up...lol...stoned ken
getting ready to go!
hha..erm..go figure..nothing needs to be said..about this pic..but its nice!=)
yep...nanyang rd...where we stay

lol...ok..syok sendiri

christmas tree!!this one is at some mall..it was jurong junction or something
we had mos burger for breakfast..and it was gooood
ken ordering!
on the bus to Sentosa island! yes..i look retarded...i knoww...

Merlion!=)

finally Siloso beach..in sentosa
walking there..
still walking there
the toilet!lol..
ok this scene has a hidden meaning and purpose to it..let me know if u really wanna know.
haha...the two ladies!
C.O.C.O.N.U.T*sings*
ok..another S.S moment
paul frank..by the beach

the bikini bar..but sadly no bikini was spotted

going to vivo cuz of the rain...
waiting for the ride...
Barbeque!!!for dinner
hot hot!
see how far she has to stand from the table?i dont think there is a safe distance to eat and to cook at the same time..

all in all it was great!and we are looking forward to the tomorrow!which is like a few hours from now..have to sleep ade..very tired..

take care!

Arrival!

2007-12-17T03:21:00.000+08:00

Woot!

we're finally here!it took us quite a while..but we're now in Singapore...lion city...lol

tiring and i have nothing much to say but again i'll just post up some pictures=)

nice evening skyline=) okay and from here onwards the pictures dont make sense..haha.. just random shots from inside the bus

we arrived in harbourfront! and VIVO city was there!woot..haha..cant wait lah..err..am i sounding like a girl?well its 3.29am..dont blame mee...

I'm really glad that we took the chance to have this trip and i pray that it'll be a really great and memorable one and that friendships will be strenghtened!I'm thankful to sze may for the accomodation=) it rocks!

okay so we have the rest of the morning to chill...haha...hopefully it'll be sunny tomorrow!woot!

Sentosa Island!Here we come!

relfect

2007-12-15T06:48:00.000+08:00

heyo,
time really flies eh?
its already the end of the year, its like 6.51 in the morning and i'm being reflective..lol
i can definitely say that i'm not the same person i started of as this year.
so many things have happened, seperation and reuinon, basically to sum it all up :
A Roller Coaster Ride ...
despite the barrage of feelings that i'm feeling now..i really have nothing to write about.
the irony..
but i'm glad to say that God has always been good to me, and that the one constant thing in my life has always been Him..its me who's always been changing.

Thank You God for always being the provider and refuge and everything else that i needed when i always fall short, Your grace has always been there for me.

I'll be leaving to Singapore tomorrow evening, this i guess has been the long awaited holidays that me and my friends have been waiting for..nonetheless its not gonna get any easier!
still have so much to do.=)

Hello!

2007-12-12T12:17:00.000+08:00

Hiya,

yes its been a LOOONG LONG LONG LONG TIME since i've posted anything=(

but dont worry i'm not dead..haha..

well i've nothing much to post about except..watch out for something BIG coming up in this few weeks to come=)

kay? stay anticipated!

anyhoos..i'll post some pictures for your enjoyment..if any of you still read my blog..lol

okay the dancing people are from mid valley's fairy christmas..and the others are just random shots..lol..lazy wanna explain..aha

Dead

2007-11-06T17:02:00.000+08:00

LOL...this blog is officially dead..hahaha
well in case you guys dont know..i'm in my finals! and i've got a job!and two new students!(guitar)...so yeah praise God!
so i shall continue regular blogging soon..
keep the go goin!

Rainy season again!!

2007-10-22T13:33:00.002+08:00

sheeshh..yess..its rainy season again..and for those of you who have been following my blog..since the old days..haha..you'll know how much i hate this weather..ugh..

its monday..and i'm feeling uber lethargic and i'm here in my uni's library..i'm feeling soooo sleepyyy...i just reaaaly dont like this feeling..blahhh..*pause*
okay now i'm in the lecture hall and i found out that there's a test..heh..err..or at least i think there is..its written on the white board "TEST - design and sociology"...lol..
besides the fact that i'm probably screwed for not knowing that there's a test today..*pause*
okay! i'm done with the test, breezed through it..it wasnt thaatt hard i guess..haha..

ok anyways..i dun have pictures to post, but there's one thing at the back of my mind when i was walking down the hallways to the lecture theather..it was regarding last saturday's devotion that shared in ccsm..no.its not really about the devotion, but it was about what caught my attention when Ben introduced me, he called me a "rocker", and when i said "dont call me that la", he called me a "skater boy", and then "emo rock".

i mean its nothing, i dont really mind being called those names..cuz the fact is probably, i am all these things..but the thought here is, are we really what people label us?
or is there a different kind of impression that we want people to see us?
just a thought for us christians, what we should always keep in mind is that no matter how we portray ourselves to the world, we as christians are always representing the image of God.

And as a rep for God, we have no choice but to be the best for God, we're living as a reflection of God..and everyperson who doesnt know God will have to see God in us..its not only our duty to just bring our non-believer friends to church but to let them experience God through our lives.
Thats how they'll know that God is real and God is working and alive in this world without hope.
I know, as i read back on what i typed..it seems really hard..and such a BIG responsibility for us to carry. Now, i may not always be oh so Godly, infact shamefully, i'm not most of the time. But i'm reminding myself that i need to keep trying and keep relying on God to help and change me.

This brings me to how being genuine is also important, no point in us faking it. Just putting on a mask of righteousness and live out that fake identity that we have set for ourselves but to be human in trying to be a person that reflects God. No one is perfect, but God is. So as we continue to die to ourselves daily, rely on God. Tho it may seem like its super hard and in days or even weeks or months we've not really progressed anywhere..keep on trying..God never gives up on us. So we shouldnt either.

OKay, it may seem like alot. But i'm just typing out what i feel..cuz there's nothing better than to try and not move back than to not try at all and keep falling back.

Rainy season again!!

2007-10-22T13:33:00.000+08:00

The Only Way Out Is Through

2007-10-17T13:20:00.000+08:00

Hello people!

okay first of all i would like to wish Marianne a BLESSED BIRTHDAY!!woot!!

ok..i know she's gonna kill me for putting her picture up here!lol...but hey!its a nice picture whaattt=) and despite the fact that we've always been bickering and irritating the living day lights out of each other, i'm very blessed to see how far she has come=) and i pray that you will continue to persevere and learn to polish your God given talent to use it to serve Him ya?when things seem too much to handle, always know where your help and inspiration comes from k?I know how its like, and really everytime i least expect myself to come up with designs or even the inspiration to draw, God works through me,if only i will allow Him to, so enable yourself to be used by Him ya?always be obedient!=) I'm glad to have you in my CG and infact i'm glad ALL of you are in my CG(for those of you who are in my CG) let go paaahtay again k?celebrate Marianne's bday!

updates on last week:

I took the boys out for a full day of fun to celebrate Shawns bday.Those who came were Shawn,Gabriel and Eugene. We went over to OU to hangout and decided to go to the batting cages, we've all never been there before, so we obviously sucked the first round,but after getting used to it, we got better!and Gabby was the master of baseball..!99% hit rate! haha..

mat rempit!lol!!!
Bang bang! you're dead!
DOnt fear the reaper!!!
LOL!
LOLx2

later after that we just hang out and shopped till it was time for prayer meet, its been a great time hanging with these guys!

And recently i've been seeing the need to rely on God increasing..and for those of you who have been wondering why everything is not going your way..you just need to find your way back to God. Its hard..cuz nothing always happens the way we want it to be, and at times we just get so caught up in things of the world that we forget what really sustains us in this life. Friends, dont let anything replace God's place in your life ya? infact continue to daily surrender your life to God whenever you know you're out of touch..its a constant thing. Dont make excuses for why things go wrong. Just trust in God.

Cell Group dinner!

2007-10-09T13:09:00.000+08:00

hello..

okay first of all i'd like to wish Shawn a BLESSED BIRTHDAY!!!!!

its been quite sometime since i knew him, its always super funny to hang with him, i know many people would agree with me! and i'm indeed blessed to see how his life has changed in the Lord!even when in times of hardship i know you can be strong!=) so yeah i pray that this 16th birthday that you will learn to grow more in God and rely on the wisdom and strength that God has given you! remember even at times when things seem hopeless..God is THE ONLY HOPE that will never fail you!haha..and dun forget!this thursday is PAAHTAY time!k?praying for your finals!you can do it..just a few more days to go..=) hope you liked your present!

on to the CG outing=)

i picked Eric up at around evening time and it was good to spend some time getting to know him and we were sharing on all sortsa things we also went to get tracey's going away present!which is a one year devotional book..and yes, she's going away!=( to Singapore to study sound engingeering in SAE!=)which i think is super cool! but yeah its still sad to see her go when our CG has just gotten to know each other!but its okay!we'll always be your CG!we'll probably plan a road trip to Singapore and visit her or something!haha..since...*ahem* "somebody" is gonna be our sponsor*nudge nudge" you know who you are!=)

anyways, we all got together at Uncle R's in Sri Petaling..and let me tell you..its one heck of a place to eat barbeque!rocks! oh and fyi, Uncle R's is owned by Joel's dad..uncle Ronnie..hence "R"..=) in fact it was soo good that josh couldnt help but eat two plates of mixed grill!
first plate...hehe

second plate!!!gg max...everyone was like..."are you serious?!?!"

everyone waiting for fooood~ okay..from the right,vivian,tracey,kenson,jan,josh,eric,ally and our super duper camera shy future animator..*ahem* marianne..heh..yeah..its her hands there..lol.

mr.businessman..haha...counting how much we have to pay..haha..."SHOW ME THE MONEY!!"-Jerry Maguire..haha

and this is the complete attendance!!i'm really happy that everyone was able to make it!haha...point! yesh yesh that is the present!haha..we're gonna miss you Tracey!

all in all we had a really good time..and i'm really excited to see what God has in store for us!!so guys and girls, always have an expecting heart ya?and i'm sure that as we anticipate, God will move powerfully!

oh and here is something i stumbled upon...HAHAHA...VERY GOOD public service announcement!

so remember!!buckle up!!!HAHAHA

A New Beginning!

2007-10-08T14:49:00.000+08:00

Hey there!

Last saturday was the beginning of a new responsibility for me!

A Cell Group! i was hesitant at first and back when kenneth was still here we were both saying that we're not ready and we're not worthy to serve as leaders..and God has been pushing me to a more evident leadership role in youth..and there has been a few speakers that have come and gone and they've all been talking about how you dont need to be a perfect holy joe to take on God's work..all God wants is a willing heart to serve Him and of course a constant effort to change into the person that He wants you to be..and all that takes obedience and sacrifice=)

So for those of you out there who God has been hinting and pointing you to a leadership direction, please dont shut if out..instead ask God to help you see what He wants you to do.

And always remember that what we think we want or what we want to be in the future might not be whats best for us, instead always remember to submit to God's will and plan, because God has only THE BEST instore for our future, if only we're obedient to Him=)

and so here is my new family!

Allison,Josh,Eric,me,Jan,Kenson and tracey! there were two missing people here..Marianne and Vivian..but its all good..we'll have another pic real soon..!

and i also thank God for putting me and Jan through alot of things in the past..and its because of all these things that have happened, good and bad it has made us the person we are today and i'm glad that we're both together in this ministry!I'm really looking forward to what God has instore for our cell group!woot!

oh and the bookmark/stickers that i made for me CG members to help them remember how to pray for people!

after youth, i went for dinner with mae,darren and shawn..and it was there that darren told me that KRISPY KREME is in Malaysia..and i was like whaat?!?!

but after explaining, its actually not Krispy Kreme but the former worker from Krispy Kreme Indonesia that has opened a branch in KL and its called J.CO donuts..but apparently the dude has all the secrets of Krispy Kreme.haha...yeah so we decided to take a drive down to The Pavilion, KL to see what the buzz is all about...and no..mae didnt go cuz she had to teach..lol..anyways..we parked in Times Square, the traffic and parking was a killer...apparently parking in the Pavilion can cost up to 30 bucks!!??!crazy..thank God we decided to park in TS and walk..heh..

the grand entrance to the gigantic mall...it sorta reminded me of Orchard road in s'pore.

mmmmm*drools* donutsssss.....gahhhhh..
and yesss..we waited in line...a very long line..haha..and it was 18mins before they closed..lol

Me and me donuts!!!muahahahaha..bought one dozen..i'm such a pig..heh... and so did shawn! and darren of course..but he went missing when we were taking pics...
the interior is cute..its like coffee mugs as zippers..

well it was good...the donuts i mean..but sadly i cant compare it to Krispy Kreme cuz i've never tasted it before!!so i can only compare it with Big Apple....and J.CO wins..hands down..the donuts are so much better textured=)
ok i'm hungry now..hehe..
oh and also thank God for helping me with my sudden exam today..okay everyone knew..but i forgot..hehe...sociology...gg..haha..but i answered everything la..it wasnt thaat hard..
woots...and after this dinner with me CG members!!i really am very excited about my CG..=)
have a great week people! and remember to keep praying for others!!

Lantern Festival!!

2007-09-30T16:00:00.000+08:00

Hey!

yess yes..this is the update on the lantern festival party=)

woot!

its was held at Ben Ong's "PALACE" which is a very nice place btw=) and really it was a rockin pahhtay...good job guys=) to those who helped out and got everything running!oh and not to forget that saturday's combined session was a good one too...was really blessed by Pastor K.K. Devaraj..and what hit me the most was "salvation is nothing without sacrifice" which really reminded me that if we really want God to fully use us we need to surrender everything to Him..because God knows whats best and the possibilities are limitless..

ollie and his beloved lantern...err...this is soo wrong..
tabby!!and her lanterns!
working hard to set up these lanterns...
gambling..table...huh..what?!?
kanye west was there too...(again)..

haha..they look like the graveyard caretakers from hell!*sniff*"ahh dunno lah"
haha...dunno what to say...
woooh....lightssss
julie and her new found friend!the coke can!
continuous shot...well..sorta...i think i turned out quite well

the only picture that i'm in..i think..well atleast the few pic that i'm in..
balancing act!..not bad..they actually pulled it off..heheh emmy and jan...haha
yesh yesh..me fat...i know....nice pic!i still like it..how many people u know actually takes camwhore pics with his slr?heheh
okay..and then there was....

LANTERN FEST XTREME!!!

entrance to the graveyard
walking there...haha
and inside!!!!scarryyy

ok..he obviously has no fear of that place...heh...
haha...ghostbusters!
night of the living poserr!sexay!

all in all it was a super uber fun day...and i dont know bout you but i dont really have much to say about things that have already happened...but yeah..thank God for friends and culture..=)

happy mooncake festival..haha..

(title?)heh

2007-09-24T10:41:00.000+08:00

Okay first of all..Blessed 21st birthday Julie!!

haha..hope you had a great one! and i know this is alittle late..owh well..

i've known julie for quite some time now..time flies huh?

She had a barbeque party at her place last saturday=)

the birthday girl and her bunch of friends!
getting high on jamaican brownies!..haha..no la..they're just regular brownies=) very nice ones tho..hehe
Aileen getting ready to paahtayy..

pozersss club..hheh...kane is alittle out of place there.. May Lian was there!and so was Manda! my CW friends!
Ollie getting his groove on!*bzzt* robot~

kanye west was there at the party too..here is is next to me..haha.

going to this party made me think of how i want to celebrate my 21st!=) hehe..and i have a rough plan in my head..i want it to be meaningful..it doesnt have to be packed with people..just my closest friends and me..and i'm really getting older..and looking back really..so much has happened..i guess at the end of the year i just want to be able to say that i have learned from my mistakes and downfalls and be a person that God wants me to be..and also never forgetting, reaching out and making an impact in others life..and i can only do that if my life reflects Jesus..we need to constantly remember what we're living for i guess..not for ourselves..but for God.

Have a great week guys!=)

Random

2007-09-19T17:17:00.000+08:00

okay i've been bored..and procrastinating..i have work to do..really..i have..but haha..i went and simpsonize myself..haha

does it even look like me??haha..i dont think so lor..haha...i think i'm kinda skinny..heheh..owh well..the things that procrastination and boredom can drive you to do..haha..gg

Weirddd..

2007-09-19T09:45:00.000+08:00

Okay weird things to upload..haha.. the first one is the weird head bobbing people..haha..this was taken during jazz fest..haha...the video speaks for itself..haha did you know that the tables in my uni can talk? haha..this one says"OOOUCHHH! @#$%^&* STOP CUTTING ON MY FACE MAN." and then some "creative" student wrote "i'm telling uncle...Lim" haha which is of course referring to Tan Sri Lim Kok Wing..heheh.. i just thought it was really cute to bring the tables to life and have them say things..

and here is one i saw on my way out of a movie in Mid Valley..haha..rompak and then lari..haha--> this way..haha next..ermm.i dont know if this is funny or not..but it was funny when i saw it..haha.its at some gas station i think it was shell..what a friendly reminder..a good example of manglish..haha

heh..okay i think thats all.for now..eheheh...

Added stuff

2007-09-18T16:12:00.000+08:00

well i got bored..
so heh..created a header..
ya i know..for a designer, my blog is very very darn plain..and even some of my other non designer friends have nicer blogs than i do..for example ken's blog!which i think is a template right?
oh well..i'm still busy with stuff..
but i'm thankful..hehe..
will update soon!

High School Musical 2~

2007-09-10T10:36:00.000+08:00

Woot~

haha..okay yesterday was the asian premiere of Disney's High School Musical 2!

okay i'm not really a big fan of it..but thanks to my sister i roughly know all the songs from the first movie..okay i know..you're saying that i secretly like it..haha..okay..maybe i do and maybe i dont?haha

The premiere was held in Tab's house..who so graciously made us pasta for dinner!
Me,shawn,jan,darren,mabel,emmy,ben,phoebe and of course tab was there..haha..no pictures cuz i guess we were sooo "excited" about the movie i guess.haha...

This event was a great fellowship and i think everyone had fun..haha so next up!

is the lantern festival gatherings!!woot! and i cant wait for lantern festival Xtreme!!that is if we even have the balls to do it la..hehe..hoho..updates soon..

Updates

2007-09-03T20:53:00.000+08:00

yes its about time i updated this old thing..
haha..

well for those of you who has been going to the cy website you'd have seen my face a couple of times.haha...malu betul i tell you..

but its all good..i'm glad that there were people who found the videos useful as much as its amusing to see us acting out the parts=)

okay..erm..Calvary Family Day!

pictures pictures..

it started with a beautiful morning drive on the way to KBU=) and the youth was in charge of a stall..which is the very famous "KING PONG"..haha...no we didnt do the dunkin machine this year..basically king pong is your ordinary ping pong/table tennis game but with a twist! you get to challenge the 3 levels of difficulty..the last being the KING PONG..which is the hardest level..he's like the dojo master.. all in all we had fun..and it was a good time for the church to come together to fellowship and have fun=)

okay i'm just gonna post pictures...i have no mood to type//heh

the setting up of the stall..we're number 5!

the youth was also incharge of the morning warm up!heh

hoh..and i found little red riding hood!!
and also the "big bad wolf" whose ears looks like mickey mouse..HAHA
Ian trying his hand in king PONG!!
lotsa people came and participated..these are just some of the pictures
the stall!
human foos ball!!haha..all the pastors were playing including senior pastor!
under the hot hot sun..haha..got nice lighting..haha
we played frisbee!!when everything ended..it wasnt exactly a frisbee..but oh well..bored people will always find a way..haha
Azy throwing the frissbeeeee..

Darren, after throwing his frisbee he had a pose that reminded me of "baja hitam"/masked rider!hyaaah!!

Emmy calls this basking in the sun..hahah it was really hot!seriously
Matthew having a go at our so called "frisbee"
me trying to catch the frisbee..heh..seriously..i look clumsy
hot and sweaty picture..someone said this one looked like a postcard pic..which i find really weird.."wish u were here?"
my little protege in the making..haha..he has a knack for photography=)and he took a few pictures up there..
me(looking retarded),brian chong and kane..haha
this is PING PONG XTREME!!!where the ball is 10x bigger..haha and shawn here is a champion in this..haha
mr.ping pong xtreme champ..haha
poor sken getting squashed..haha
peek-a-boo?

haha..i look like a monk!!was really tired and cranky..haha
haha..this picture explains itself..i think..haha
DILARANG MASUK!haha..see how similar shawn's face is to the sign?haha

okay i have still yet to blog about conference..there's quite alot of stuff i wanna say..so yeah..another time la?=)

Back but still gone..

2007-08-27T11:36:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!
still busy with the conference stuff and also all my other things..heh.
I just wanna say that although the conference didnt turn out the way i expected it, but i know that God moved in us.
=)

no time to cerita banyak..so i'll just post the pictures and videos up another time k?
so go participate in out calvary youth website! yes! its up!

http://www.calvary-youth.com

we have all sorts of things to get you through the week!
go participate in the forums and discussions too okay?
our leaders will be more than happy to help you out!
I'll go log in into the forums when i have the time heheh..

keep on living for God!
really..dont lose sight of Him.

take care!

Exemption!

2007-08-17T12:51:00.001+08:00

Woot!
Praise God!..i got an exemption!!
haha...it was actually by accident..
my classmate wanted to get exempted for this subject computer graphics
and apparently its advanced la..
so i thought to myself..why not try?
and here i am just got interviewed by my lecturer and i passed!
so yay! one less subject this semester!
i'm so glad i could answer his questions and show him my work..haha
so now we have mutual respect for each other!
okay la..at least i'm happy for this moment in time=)

oh btw..i'm going to genting after this with me family..
so yeah..its all good..will take pics.

and thanks guys..really..in Malaysia or abroad!you guys rock!
oh and i got my phone back!so thank you again, Darren!for letting me use your phone!
will return it to you when i come back!

ps:guys conference is coming up! and registration ends this week!so sign up!!!! i'm expecting God to work in my life..lets all go with an expectant heart k?

Back...back..

2007-08-14T14:02:00.000+08:00

Yep..i'm back..

no comments to the last post..heh..i have nothing to say..

those of you who are close to me will know what i'm going through..

and really if you're reading this..THANK YOU..you guys have been there even tho my life sucked and even when i'm soo cranky and sad and being a jerk about everything..

its really nice to know that i have friends around me.

and eventho things still seem bleak now..still seems hopeless..

i promise you guys i'll get better aight?

it might not be in an instant or anytime soon..

i really wish i could just let out everything here so that the whole world will know..

but i guess i'd rather not..

letting go of something important is never easy..its always the hardest..

and trying not to be discouraged when you're this vulnerable is EVEN HARDER!

but work still goes on..and life goes on..as someone i once knew always tells me without hesitation..

if only that person is going through what i am..i bet that person will think twice..

on a lighter note..i have pics from my last photography excersize!

this is a lighting assignment..spent half a day working on it..

here are some pics..and yess the models are our own class mates..

ME!heh...well the essence of a cam whore is still in me..heh..yeap!

Tim!..haha..
Nick..poser maxxx!
Yes..fat boy..on a stool!whateverr..
"the chosen one"heheh...
yeng or not?hehe amer..he's the tallest..hence he's more model material..i thinks..heh
ROCK ON!~ okay corny crap..but i didnt know what else to put..heh
Divine revelation?haha..i need that..seriously..
SUperman!!
haha..nothing better to do..

well thats pretty much it..its easy to stay emotionally hidden..isnt it?and i think i've been doing quite a good job..yeah..my posts are getting more and more emo..bear with me k?at least got pictures!i'm typing all this while the graphics class is going on..so yeah..

more updates soon..

secretConfession.

2007-08-10T05:41:00.000+08:00

guys.. i have a confession..

i secretly like

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hockey socks

mmmm polyamide.

ps: brian, time to change your password to prevent me from further hacking into your blog

"If only memories can be cut like hair"

2007-08-08T16:01:00.000+08:00

yah..i know..what a weird post title..
i had a hair cut yesterday..haha..i look like an emo kid now..owh well..i guess it suits the character..i didnt really play to cut this short..but oh well..hair grows..
sorry peeps no picture..my phone is still screwed..haha..
and many thanks to darren for letting me use his old phone=)

anyways..IGNITE conference is coming soon..so make sure yall register this sunday k?
haha...got t-shirt wan you know..haha

i have nothing much to say today..weird...maybe i'll blog again later laa..
byee

Perfect..

2007-08-07T14:15:00.000+08:00

"Perfect in weakness,I'm only, perfect in just Your strength alone, i'm only, running in just Your strength alone"...

there's really nothing much i can say about what i'm going through these days..
so for those of you out there who are experiencing crappy days..and things really seem bad..
dont give up..instead give everything to God..its hard..its really hard..and i have to constantly remind myself of who i'm living for..
its not like if you say that you uphold everything to God then you wont have anything to worry about and the pain and hurt will go away..i guess thats where faith comes in..

trust God with your life and just fall..trust Him to be the one to save you..

I'm trusting..

So I Thought..

2007-08-07T14:00:00.000+08:00

All your twisted thoughts free flow

To everlasting memories

Show soul

Kiss the stars with me

And dread the wait for

Stupid calls returning us to life

We say to those who are in love

It can't be true 'cause we're too young

I know that's true because

so long I was

So in love with you

So I thought

A year goes by

And I can't talk about it

On my knees

Dim lighted room

Thoughts free flow try to consume

Myself in thisI'm not faithless

Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose

Ignorance is bliss cherish it

Pretty neighborhoods

You learn to much to hold

Believe it not

And fight the tears

With pretty smiles and lies

About the times

The times weren't right

And I couldn't talk about it

Chorus Romance says goodnight

Close your eyes and I'll close mine

Remember you, remember me

Hurt the first, the last, between

Chorus Romance says goodnight

Close your eyes and I'll close mine

Remember you, remember me

Hurt the first, the last, between

And I'm praying that we will see

Something there in between

Then and there that exceeds all we can dream

So we can talk about it

And all these twisted thoughts I see

Jesus there in between

And all these twisted thoughts I see

Jesus there in between

Busy as a bee?heh..

2007-08-06T18:18:00.000+08:00

well well..
this past few weeks have been hectic..i just found out today that the photography competition that i am supposed to enter is closing its submissions on this coming monday..that means i'll have to do a super fast photoshoot session..scary..anyone of you interested in doing a photoshoot?faster let me know!!haha..
we've been learning to do portraiture shots..and using the studio..which i have already learned waaaayyyy back then...thanks to my foundation lecturer..mr.Azril! haha..i feel so pro now..haha..well..
here's what i've taken these past few days..random shots..
err..me...heheh
Matthew Lee
Ben Toh!err..okay out of focus!
hantuuuuu~

posingggg..ish Mabel!
Cheryl Lum!
Ben Toh in a more "sexy" outfit..hahaha
Tab!=) haha
Brian Yap.."whatchiu lookin at?hmm?"

Wei Chin!

Bamboo!
Coconut!
playing with depth of field..hehe
err...trees with fungus..

so thats about it..for those of you who's wondering why some of my pictures are all yellow..its cuz i used a yellow lens filter..
i'm missing a certain special somebody...sigh..pleaseee....talk to meeee...she's really busy too..haha..oh well..

Operator...the line is dead!

2007-08-01T13:20:00.001+08:00

*beep beep*
sigh..okay..my phone is dead...like seriously..it happened yesterday..couldnt turn on..
so i'll have to send it to repair...hopefully i'll get a replacement phone!
but this has brought me to think...i'm really very dependant on my phone huh?
its like i use it as an alarm..to call/text people..play game..take pictures..
and when i dont have it..it feels weird..well..i'm trying to make the best out of things..
i guess its a way that God reminds me to not be soo dependant on earthly things..but rather instead of talking to the people around me with my phone..I should spend more time with Him..
=)
i'm content..i dont want a new phone..i just want my phone to be fixed!..

anyways..this is the promo video for Ignite conference.. woot!enjoy!!

Back to the norm..

2007-07-31T16:48:00.000+08:00

Well its finally normal again...classes are now normal..

but i really praise God cuz the lecturers are really nice and friendly..=)

so yeah..its been a while since i blogged..got alot of conference stuff to do..and finally yesterday

i finished most of the work thats to be done..=)

umm..i'll try and see if i can post the video on youtube=)

i'm chilling at the plaza until its time to go to teach in hartamas..i'm soooo tired..

thank you for those who were concerned about me the last few days...

it was tough..but yeah la=) it all works out when you depend on God!=)

Moving For The Sake Of Motion..

2007-07-26T17:59:00.000+08:00

Someone please turn the lights back on,

I've been wandering here for days,

disconnected, and in search for new air to breathe in

I don't think I can fix this

Don't think I could change

But that's the problem

We never speak to Him

Our closing walls have caged us in

And I can't quite remember

This was the first time I didn't say enough

This was the only time I kept it close enough

Brace yourself!

They're not waking up

Oh, my God,I hate the me that I've become,

This needy useless forgetting one

Truthfully I can't be the me that I've washed up to be

Don't stop breathing

The walls have just begun to spin

Just let the water calm you this time

It's all around you,

just open your eyes and take a look

It will never kill you; not this time

It's all around you

We're surrounded for all I care

Brace yourself right now

Lights out random breathing

I can't keep swimming,

can't keep my head up

In Regards To Myself

2007-07-26T17:01:00.000+08:00

Brian..
Its..over..wake up..

its over.

Running with a heavy heart..

2007-07-26T15:24:00.000+08:00

Have you ever felt cheated and felt like a being played by someone?
it sucks..
and somehow it makes you see that everything you've owned up till this point in time was a lie.
its all a lie..and that you've been trying so hard to lie to yourself..telling yourself that its all good..its all fine..

i'm broken..

i'm gone..

i'm sick..

i'm tired..

i want answers..

Starting Uni..

2007-07-25T08:31:00.000+08:00

Yes people!

A new semester is starting!

okay i'm currently in my uni and its like darn early..i'm like one hour early..heh..thats cuz i sent my mum to work..being the good son that i am(heh)but seriously, i find it a pleasure to send people around..and this can be a ministry too!well i'm glad la..i know it makes mum happy..haha

anyways..its so darn early..that its so darn empty!

haha...look at it!!gila empty..i'm sitting at the "plaza" and i guess most people walking by think i'm crazy..haha...morning morning blog..eksyen..haha

well this is a new beginning..i hope i can really practice what i've learned throughout the holidays..in uni...seriously bring God into this place..so many people need Him!

i've been on an emo streak also nowadays..but i know i need to really give everything to God..its so so easy to worry all by yourself you know..but i choose to give this up to God..and the only way to doing that is not by listening to emo songs..mope around..but..to praise God!I will praise Him even the night!(which means i'll praise God even when i'm at the biggest suckfest in my life) its really really tough..but i'm trying..trying..

haha...okay yess..yess..even in this moment i can cam whore..but come on la..i'm trying to cheer myself up..now i know how bad i look..meh...oh well... NEW SEMESTER HERE I COME!!

Louis Vuitton Opening!!!

2007-07-20T13:39:00.000+08:00

Heya!

okay its old news..but its time to post about the grand opening of the Louis Vuitton in KLCC..

and i was there as the official photographer!!!hahaha..err..well..sort of laa..

Azalea was in charge of the reception me and Ian were incharge of taking pictures!using the polaroid camera's that they gave us..we also met two new friends! Alya and Daniel!

two super cool people!haha..and i also found out that Daniel is one year my senior..he just graduated doing advertising in Lim Kok Wing!haha..small world!

And its sorta sad also..cuz i realised that really..the rich are getting richer and the poor are getting poorer..i mean if you can like spend 4k on a handbag..then you'd have to be pretty darn rich right?
and i'm like picturing now the poor people in ethiopia..starving for food and also starving for God..and i also see these rich people that has this same emptiness and longing for God in them, but they just dont realise it..its like you come out in life..and you work your way up and its ALL the way up the corporate ladder..and its somehow never enough?

I mean i'm not one to say..but look at the things that i have..everytime i get something i'll want more..its like neverending ey?and i guess it'll just be the same IF i get uber rich and succesful one day..I'll be empty and purposeless if i dont have God in my life..and this just shows that EVERYONE needs salvation..regardless who you are..

well peeps..just a thought for you guys to think about la..how are we impacting our generation?other people might not be able to reach the people that you can reach..so are you doing something about it?=)

anyways, pictures!

(warning! alot of pictures!)

Azalea and Alya, both using the LV bags for the evening!haha..no they didnt get to take it back!Its to hold the LV polaroid sleeves!haha
Ian's test shot!ahaha..i used him as a lighting test..
Okay the VVIP's are all there...umm. from the left..Louis Vuitton's grandson(forgot his name!haha), Siti Nurhaliza, and the Kathy Lam(LV's general manager), the rest i dont know who..haha
Siti and Kathy(oh did i mention that Kathy Lum goes to the same church as i do?haha)
Siti posing..okok..."why so many pics of her?"cuz she's probably the biggest celeb that attended..haha

Again...
Ziana Zain..i think..haha..okay i'm really bad with local celebrities!haha..sorry!
Hans Isaac and err..haha..yess..i forgot her name too..i remembered it a while ago..hahas
Outside the store..

The trio!haha..from the left..Azalea, Ian and me!
The other trio!from the left..me..Daniel and Alya!
The whole gang..haha..yes all this was after the job was done..so we weren't slacking off! rajin tau!
Us infront of the store, which btw was only open to VIP's and invited guests only on that day..so we syok sendiri la..haha
We sent Azalea to her room in the Mandarin Oriental..(yes she had a room there)haha..and Ian tried out a few of the new collection's from LV..its obviously for women..but he tried it anyway..haha

SHOCKED!!!gahh!
The view from the room..thats the KL convention centre..nice eh?

haha...syok sendiri..(again)"living like a king"
"what would you do if one day you woke up with hair like that?"...thats what you'd do..haha
Ian and i took the train back from KLCC..and while waiting i was teaching Ian how to change a simple boring Dewan Bandaraya building into an artsy fartsy picture!
Artsy pic no.1

Artsy pic no.2

Well...thats about it..it was a really good experience..and i really thankful to Azalea for bringing me along for this event..I also thank God for opening my eyes to the things of the world..and seeing how unimportant and meaningless the world would be without Him.=)

Durian Overload!!

2007-07-18T12:39:00.000+08:00

Hey!

the durian party was awesome!!!

haha..it was in red ginger at plaza Damansara.

they had finger food at first and then when everyone was seated they started briefing us about the whole event=)

they served 12 different types of durians in stages..and my goodness..i tell you..its really good!!

gaahhh...i can still taste it in me mouth!

the bestest of durians i tasted was the "Perak champion" haha...it was really sweet..but at the same time it had this bitter after taste!syok!haha

and also there's one that they call "ganja" and its this HUGE durian..which is like super meaty!crazy!and its really funny to see people in working attire eating durians with their bare hands and shouting for the durian "ganja! ganja! more ganja here!" hahah..man..before it started i so totally felt out cuz it looked like a corporate affair to me..and i was seriously feeling underdressed!..

haha..but then when the whole durian eating frenzy started..no one bothered about anything but their durians!..crazy..

this was only the starting..haha..look at the amount of durian seeds!!!gahh..

the infamous "Ganja" durian!..its so darn BIG!!!gahh!!..and seriously can get high eating this!everyone was kinda quiet before it came to eating this..after that..everybody was laughing and shouting..haha..dont do drugs boys and girls=)

HAHA...eat ME...eat ME...the durian is calling out to me...gahh~~

anyways..yes by now you know that i'm crazy about durians...haha..but yeah..i'm also exicited about tomorrow!haha...whats on tomorrow you ask? well..i'm helping my friend azalea out..she's working for Louis Vuitton KL..and got me a job as a photographer for their new store thats opening in KLCC!haha...whee..and we're gonna be using polaroid cameras!!cool eh?i mean its only one night..but i like! its good experience=) will definitely upload some pics from the event!celebs and famous people are gonna be there!haha..

PAAHHTAY!!

2007-07-17T15:19:00.000+08:00

ermm..okay..i'm going to a party tonight..haha
guess what party is it?

DURIAN party!

haha..crazy..

i'm going with my parents..i'm just trying to imagine how it'll be like..haha

lets just hope i dont overload my self with durians and then die or something..

anyways..kenneth went to sydney yesterday..a bunch of us sent him off..

me,jan,sarah,manda,ian,darren and boss!

here are some pics=)

the fact that he's finally flying is sinking in..while all of us are eating mcD's..haha..(darren in the background there)

saying goodbye to cherie..and he was forced to say "I LOVE YOU" really loud infront of us..haha..aih..L.D.R(long distance relationship) i know how it feels like when you're parting with the one you love..

from the left:Jan, sarah, manda, boss, ian(behind), ken, darren and daniel.

okay..same bunch of ppl..i'm in it this time...and yess..i look stewpid..haha..oh well..

Ken getting prayed for before going off=)

haha.."leaving on a jet plane"..well we wish you all the best and we'll always be keeping you in prayer!=)

oh btw..cant wait to watch simpsons the movie!!!haha..

Gratitude

2007-07-11T19:12:00.000+08:00

PRAISE GOD!!!
I just got my results and they were really good!haha..
i was litterally jumping with joy when i saw it..my dad came in the room and said "hey, your results are out, tsk tsk..terrrible lah"
then i was like shaking!haha..in my mind there was no way that i'd fail..tho there IS that slight doubt in my mind that i'd fail...scary..so i went to him and asked him about it and then he said.."terrible lah this time fail this fail that" but when he handed me the paper i couldnt believe my eyes!haha..
woot..!! okay to put it simply i got really good results and they were beyond my expectation!=)
hehe..
so yeah..i am brought back to the start of the sem when i asked God to really help me do well..and i'm really so grateful to Him that He has brought me through all this=)
and its true.."All things are possible with Christ"!

so yeah!All Glory to GOD!!=)

In the end everyone leaves..

2007-07-11T11:53:00.000+08:00

Yes yes..its true..in the end everyone leaves...
going overseas to study..or to stay there permanently..

and recently i've come to realise that almost ALL my friends from the same cw has gone overseas to study..man..its kinda depressing..anyways..this coming monday will mark the day that kenneth will leave for Sydney, Australia..

Ken and i have been friends for quite sometime now..ermm..9-10 years?heh..cant remember..

and we had a sort of gathering yesterday with the remaining ones that're still here..

which is...Me, Ken, Jan, Amanda and Sze May(who is currently back for holidays)
we went to SOULed OUT in hartamas for dinner and then we went to centrepoint for ice cream and then back to Amanda's house for a short game of monopoly(haha..i know!)
When it was time to leave..there was this funny feeling in me..to see us saying goodbye to each other its like we'll all never meet again!haha..well it was kinda quiet then..

I guess this teaches us to really appreciate people who are around us even more..and not to take them for granted cuz time really does fly when you're having fun..=(

so here's the deal..Sze may will be gone by this thursday..kenneth, this monday and Amanda is planning to leave at the end of the year..HOH..which leaves me and jan here haha..man.."and in the end, there was two"

And from the looks of it alot of my other friends are planning to go overseas too..New Zealand, India etc..man..its gonna be soo different in a few years time..

life goes on i guess...okay smart..i've emo-fied myself...gahhhh!!!

nevermind..i shall enlighten your heart and mine as well with pictures i took from the gathering!!

posers!haha..

Sze may and me..haha...yes..we were all trying to be posers and super "yau yeng"

yes...do the altogether now!

HAHAHAHA..this picture speaks for itself!=)

ermm..the mr.devil thingy in ken's car..heh..

hah...gaya or not?haha...ok no need to answer that..haha..let me wallow in my own syok sendiri-ness =P

okay not so nice pic..haha..but roughly can see everyone..from the left: ken,sze may,manda, jan(half a head) and me!

FOOD!!this dish has a really funny name..but i forgot the full name..but its "Jerk something fish" HAHAHAH..jerk fish..ish..

Group picture take 1!*FAIL*

Group Picture take 2!!*FAIL*

Group picture take 3!*FAIL*

haha...okay the fourth attempt was the best la, so, yeah!=)

So yeah...anyways..Kenneth has been worrying about his results for quite some time now and last monday was when his results were released..i just wanna say that i'm very encouraged by the presistance and faith that he has in God to trust Him to help him in his studies..and he has always wanted his studies to be a living testimony for God..and i'm proud to say that he has indeed been a good testimony!and he got more than what he expected in the end when he learned to trust God!=)

So go forth Kenneth Chen to brave the new land that God has placed you in and all the best in your life and studies over there!!and thank you for being a really really great friend!=)

HAHAHA...funny la seriously...funny..=)

Work work work!

2007-07-04T16:11:00.000+08:00

hey..
its been really busy nowadays..and i fear that things will just get even busier!
somehow in the midst of all this one can still find time to feel down..and i guess most of the time i blog cuz i get emo and all..sad la eh?well things happen in life..and everytime you think that its the worse that it can ever get..there's always something more to bring you down..
I guess it IS an endurance thing..you know..since i said i'd be clinging on to God for everything..and here it is, the opportunity to cling on to God..just when i asked for it..
I'm glad i guess..cuz i'll definitely learn so much..and grow more too.

"Act my age"
am i immature?well i guess in the middle of all this chaos and work..one has to find time to let go/ release yourself from all the tension and stress held up inside..so yeah..I am acting my age..haha..when i'm serious..i'm 21..when i'm stressed i'm 5...

"CS3"
I bought adobe creative suite CS3!!!hahaha...powerfull..every from photoshop to flash is in cs3 the latest versions!my laptop can still run these programs..but its okay only la performance wise..wait till i upgrade my pc!haha...core 2 duo..here i come..or maybe i'll just get a quad core processor..haha...

so many things will be happening this coming few weeks=) will be updating as soon as things happen i guess..

Be My Escape..

2007-07-02T14:22:00.000+08:00

Recently there has been a tugging in my heart and a concious realisation to reach out to other ppl..and yes i know its just normal, being a Christian and wanting to reach out..but this time its serious..its time to change..its time to face my demons and let God into every single area of my life..those dark and dirty little corners..i'm not proud of it..

I need God to change me...

I need to HANG ON to God..

and let go of everything else and make Him the one thing that i rely on..

I've been trying so hard recently to get inspirations and ideas for my freelance projects and my company..and i realised that ALL of my very best work and inspirations come from God..and were at times where i simply let Him in and the rest is history...

so yeah...

even if this makes me lose everything that i have..its hard..its really really hard..

but Jesus,

Use me to reach out and be a blessing and a testimony for you.

"Be My Escape"- by Relient K

I've given up on giving up slowly,

I'm blending in so you wont even know me,

apart from this whole world that shares my fate

this one last bullet that you mention

is my one last shot at redemption

because i know to live you must give your life away

And I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity

and i've been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key

and i've been dying to get out

and that might be the death of me

and even though there's no way of knowing

where to go, I promise I'm going because

I gotta get outta here

I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake

I gotta get out of here

and I'm begging You,

I'm begging You to be my escape

I’m giving up on doing this alone now

Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how

He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there

And this life sentence that I’m serving

I admit that I’m every bit deserving

But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

And I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity
and i've been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
and i've been dying to get out
and that might be the death of me
and even though there's no way of knowing
where to go, I promise I'm going because

I gotta get outta here

Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake

I gotta get outta here

And I’m begging You, I’m begging You,

I’m begging You to be my escape.

I am a hostage to my own humanity

Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made

And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me

But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave

I fought You for so long

I should have let You in

Oh how we regret those things we do

And all I was trying to do was save my own skin

But so were You

So were You

BLESSED 17th BIRTHDAY LAURANNE!!!

2007-06-28T10:33:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!

I know birthdays are like a time for reflection and all..hmm..i mean if that's your birthday la..but if its the person that you love that's celebrating their bday's its also a time to show that they're appreciated and to make them feel special!

and really..Lauranne has been a REAL blessing in my life!

i'm not saying this just cuz she's my girlfriend..but really..the way she has grown and the choices that she made in life and the way she has handled herself to overcome so many things has really thought me to rely on God..and to be strong even when things seem bleak and bad..and indeed this 17 years of her life..she HAS gained maturity and i'm so proud of her=) *tears*

and eventho moving to Australia to study was a hard move for her..she faced it head on!

Lauranne,

BLESSED BIRTHDAY!!!!

you've made a difference in my life..i'm am so thankful to God for you in my life=) you're are a Godsend!!=)

"Must Have Done Something Right"- by Relient K

[Verse 1]We should get jerseys cause we make a great team But yours would look better than mine, cause you're outta my league And I know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday I spend with you is the new best day of my life Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going on

[Pre-chorus]And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say You're OK with the way this is going to be This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen

[Chorus]If anyone can make me a better person you could All I gotta say is I must've done something good I came along one day and you rearranged my life All I gotta say is I must've done something right I must've done something right

[Verse 2]Maybe I'm just lucky cause it's hard to believe Believe that somebody like you'd end up with someone like me And I know that it's so cliche to talk about you this way But I'll push all my inhibitions aside It's so very obvious to everyone watching us That we have got something real good going on

[Chorus x3]If anyone can make me a better person you could All I gotta say is I must've done something good I came along one day and you rearranged my life All I gotta say is I must've done something right I must've done something right

Love you dear!!!!=)

D'oh!

2007-06-25T14:15:00.000+08:00

hey..i'm back..

but i dont know what to blog about..

heh..

well i guess i'l just post some old pic..

haha..the simpsons!!cool eh?this was at one utama..i forgot when..seriously..classic man!cant wait for the movie to come out!

umm...thats all?hahah...

i havent really been doing much tho..teaching guitar went really well..despite me being really nervous and all..=)thank God

...

2007-06-21T11:30:00.000+08:00

"I'm reading your note, over again, there's not a word that i comprehend, except when you signed it 'i will love you always, and forever'...
- Dashboard Confessionals

Hello from Seattle

2007-06-20T17:27:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!

haha..not from seattle..but from KL, Malaysia la..haha

well you must be wondering why my title is "Hello from seattle"

well its simply because there's a new member in me family!!!and he's from seattle!!

haha

Its me ZUNE PLAYER!!!whee!!!ahahaha...and its named "QAX" pronounced as "Quacks"hahaha..named by my beloved lauranne=) ..its basically an mp3,mp4 player from microsoft..tab has so graciously helped me buy it from the states and bring it back here for me!s thanks tab!!!and so far this thing is AWSOME!!!really..

This is it when its syncing and charging..haha

Okay..enough about that..heheh..oh and er..i am sorta a guitar teacher now!!!hahahah..praise God seriously..with my kinda qualifications..er..or rather NO qualification...i'd be lucky to be able to teach la..haha..but i really praise God that He gave me this talent to play the guitar and really my goal is to really see people benefit from the talents that i have..All Glory to God=)

Rock on!

Books...

2007-06-12T15:59:00.000+08:00

I've been reading alot lately..and i've been finishing books that i haven't have time to read or those which i just abandoned..err..like " to kill a mocking bird"..(sorry dear) but i finally finished it and with afew other books.."love"and "of mice and men" and i bought a new book today! its bram stoker's Dracula!haha..it was quite cheap..so yeah.i guess..

very "scary" cover eh?haha..

oh well besides that, during camp, the speaker challenged us to pray at least like an hour a day..and i'm making it a point to do that..cuz its only like the MOST important thing to do..we spend so much time talking to our friends and family etc..and if we can do that..why cant we talk for hours and hours with our heavenly father?these few months have made me totally dependant on Him..and i'm starting to see things from other prespective..and to hang on with my dear life onto God..yes, hard and emo times will come..but atleast i know that i'll always have Jesus, and thats like..the creator of the world!so "dracula" wont be the only book i read!..the main one would be the bible!=)

i know..i've been having mood swings and being really emo around people..i'm sorry to those who've like seen me emo by myself..its not a pretty sight..i know..

count dracula....1...2...3....

Broken...

2007-06-11T20:32:00.001+08:00

have you ever been so broken inside..that you'd just wish that the other person knows how it feels?have you ever been so alone and you wish that that person was there?..
this is the sound of a broken record playing..

Summer Holidays!!!

2007-06-08T13:02:00.000+08:00

well its sorta like a "summer holiday" haha..my uni follows the american holiday system..so yeah..two whole months of holidays..syok..and the reason why i haven't been updating anything recently is cuz i was away in damai laut! for my church's family camp..so yeah..its a 4days 3 nights thing..and we stayed in damai laut swiss-garden resort..or something like that..cant remember the long name..but its under swiss-garden..its a beach resort..

in general the camp was quite fun..

God showed me how important it was to break out of my circle of friends and start to be more aware of other people who are like alone and to make friends with them and make them feel as a part of whats going on..and in order to do that..He made me feel lonely and somewhat deserted..and left out..and through all that i realised that sometimes you cant really count on the people that you want to count on..because really..every has their own lives and you cant force them to care about you if they cant find the time to and are too caught up with their own stuff..so its good to be alone sometimes..you get to search for yourself..or search for people that needs more attention and care than yourself.
well enough about the emo stuff..ermm..i guess i'll just show the pictures..

there we go..haha..this is a must have...

this reminded me of someone VERY special!=) yes dear!i DO think of you even when i'm away at the beach!=)

shawn...haha..this dude has encouraged me during the camp..seriously..thanks=)

Team ROCKSTA!!!okay so we didnt win the amazing race..but we still had a fun time!elijah is missing in this pic...=( and i look fat from below!!heh..

Team Rocksta again! by the beach..

haha..thats Ivan..

Thats shawn standing on a rock during sunset..

Super Duper Killer Sunset!

The Swiss Garden Damai Laut Resort=)

Night at the beach..=)
well i guess thats about it..there're like 300plus more shots that i took..but i'm not gonna upload everything here..for more pics..you can visit my flickr account..i'll post the link when i've finished uploading it into my account!=)

Outdated..

2007-05-28T12:57:00.000+08:00

yeap..i'm feeling really out of touch with so many things lately..and really..it sucks..movies..people..etc..sigh...yeah..kinda sad life for me..just feeling down in the dumps lately..and i'm starting to think that no one reads my blog..and thats also why i dont update so often..what for??anyways..this whole thing started for fun..so i guess its not that important if anyone reads it or not..heh..well on a lighter note..

haha..yeap..shrek the 3rd..haven't watched it yet tho..but i was at McD's one day and they came up with a special set..that had shake fries!and also double lemon sundae..haha..so after my meal..i did something with the left over double lemon sundae...

Evening skies..

2007-05-17T14:47:00.000+08:00

Heya!

well i dont really know what to blog about nowadays..cuz i'm like on holidays and i havent really been taking pictures..well i have..haha..so these are just random shots of the evening skies..i dont know if this applies to alot of people..but most of the really nice scenery pictures are when you drive around in the evening like during sunset..haha...the emo-ness...

Notice how the lights accent and highlights the tree over at the left there?haha..and i was taking this while i was driving!and as in the car was moving!haha...exciting!

The esso station outside my house!

The shops at Sri Kembangan..=)

Moon!!

Errm..so yeah..thats about it!haha...to whoever who views my blog...please gimme feedback about my pics!haha..its good to know what people think!

Sonic The hedgehog!

2007-05-15T17:48:00.000+08:00

Hey!

Ben turned 18 last week and we got him a hegdehog for his birthday..but not just any hedgehog!but an ALBINO hedgehog!hahaa...well we initially called it sonic..since its was the obvious choice of name for a hedgehog..but ben being ben renamed him sylar!haha...dont ask me why..haha..he likes it..not much pictures from the party...actually..i only took pics of "sylar" haha..

here it is...just top views of the fella..he's really shy..

Little sylar hiding and curling up in a ball...haha..a very spikey one..

well thats all folks!

Finally!

2007-05-09T18:15:00.000+08:00

HALLO!!

It has really(like REALLY) been a very long time since i updated this blog of mine, and its partially because i'm having my finals now and also cuz i'm lazy...haha not much motivation to update, i mean...c'mon are there really people who read my blog other than my faithful girlfriend?if there are SORRY!!i'll try(TRY) to update as often as possible..but be warned, i am known to procrastinate..like alot!its really bad la..God, pleaseee help me not to be a procrastinator..=)

where shall i start..erm..okay...GOOD CHARLOTTE!

MTVlive presents Good Charlotte live in KL...its was...err...good!haha..

well i didnt bring my camera there..cuz i was told that they dont allow cameras..so i left it at home just to find that there were tons of people without a photographer's pass taking pictures there..and i'm not talking about compact digi cams...i'm talking about SLR's!ugh..oh well i still managed to take a few shots of us with my phone's camera...

hahahaha..stoners..from the left: barry, chewy, ken and me!

okay a clearer pic!except that my face isn't in it!=( haha..rock on!

okay, those were before pictures!..this is after the gig and in kenneth's car..we're all still very hyper, especially chewy!look at him!!

All in all we had a great time and Good Charlotte played quite a number of their old songs as well as their new songs..it was a tight gig, and so was the local bands! really, they were good too!of course they're e.q weren't as good as Good Charlotte's but still, One buck Short, Estranged and Jason Lo gave their best!haha..ROCK ON Malaysians!(in support of the local music scene)

Okay..whats next...err..oh...there was this day where the sunset was awsomely beautiful!!i was on my way with my mum to go get dinner and there it was...amazing!!really..

Now, tell me if thats beautiful!!!amazing..i love it!hahaha..(syok sendiri moment)

okay, and then came the AIM graduation day..for those who dont know what AIM is, AIM stands for the Asian Insitute of Ministries and it is a 3month program to train people who want to learn to serve God in areas of reaching out like evangelism. And this term these guys who are graduating have made a really big impact on the church, or atleast in our youth..They have organized a easter event all on their own entitled "3 nails + 1 cross = 4given" and its a powerful presentation of how God died for us and took away our sins..

They have also been going out to share the gospel with other young people in the P.J area and at the final stage of their course, went to sepang outreach to stay there for a week and minister to the young people there.
They have many stories to tell and many experience God in a way that they have never before, this is their graduation day...

Bass Guitar: Tabby, Acoustic Guitar: Jan, Electric Guitar : Darren.

On the synthi: Ben and on Lead piano : Eliza (SORRY! didnt get to take your pic!!)

Drums: Rachel and on Percussions: Emmy Lou

All 19 graduates perfromed a medly of songs before recieving their certs from senior pastor..Congratulations guys!!!This is just the beginning of everything you've learned!!

Umm..next up is Mabel's birthday!

One fine day, tab, emmy, karl and I came together to plan her surprise party..haha and we came up with the idea of giving her 20 of her most favorite food..err..to Mabel, it was a friend's survey that emmy was passing out...hahaha..tab and i made her a blinking light box that says "hello, its my B'DAY!" and she was to wear this the whole day..even through youth service..also, in order to get her 20 foods she had to do a task before getting one food..haha so there was like 20 tasks that she had to do!and she was sporting enough to do all of the task!Good for you mae!

This is Mae and the sign board that we made her..haha..but sadly..only the letter B was blinking=( oh well...its okay tab! we appreciate your efforts!and seriously it aint easy..i saw the circuit board and almost got a headache..!

Task: walk the path and not fall off while holding a cup of water in your mouth and not spill it..and also to make"quack quack" noises! prize: Famous Amos cookies!

Task: Say the line "Hey Muffin" to a guy as flirty as possible! prize: (i forgot!)hahah Joel had a good time with this haha...*wink*

Task: Go up to a McD's cashier and tell him that its your birthday and you want a free sunday ice cream! prize: Sunday ice cream! haha and ofcourse we already told the cashier earlier and even paid for it..haha, but he did well cuz he denied her once!!and that made her panic!

and in the end we all went to Cheras to have steamboat!

They also have porridge steamboat over there!amazing..haha...well..Happy 20th birthday Mabel!.

And Last but not least!!this is soo soo very important!

13th ANNIVERSARY!

Happy 13th month dear!!wow its been 1 year and a month that we've been together!remember this picture?haha.."red laces and black shoes meets white laces and baby blue shoes!"haha..dear, I just want you to know that despite of the distance, my love for you will never change, infact, i love and treasure you even more!!So yeah! and Thank you God for bringing this wonderful angel into my life..she's been a blessing to me!We'll continue to be strong in God ya?=) Love youu!!

We'll thats all folks!haha...and yess....i will try to update regularly..haha..=)

Bored!

2007-04-20T17:11:00.000+08:00

Well there i was yesterday at home..being bored..so i thought i'd brush up on my photography..haha..but the thing is..my house has nothing to take..yess..its thaat boring..and it looked like it was gonna rain..so guess what i took pictures of?heheh..

MY DOGGIE!!haha...okay for those who dont know..this is jessie..jess for short...jess is a purebred German Shepherd..the both of us were bored haha..tho she didnt agree to be my model, i assumed that she wont mind..since after all i am her master!does it sound like i'm a very bad owner?well whatever..the pics turned out quite funny!

Her snout looks really weird here..i guess its cuz i took it from a low angle..haha

hahaha..i couldnt help but laugh at this one..she's sooo cute!haha and not to mention funny too!

If you're wondering whats in her mouth, its whats left of the bone that i gave her..its nothing but a piece of hide now...haha...jessie the monster muncher..chew and chew and chew..

She looks sleepy in this one..probably bored of me taking her pictures..haha poor thing..

I like this one..haha..it brings out her eyes!haha

Whats the name of this plant?oh well it was being blowed by the harsh winds..haha..

another wobbly branch flower like thingy..

Arrghh!!!My street lamp is on fire!!!help!!haha..it was raining by then..(rain....AGAIN!!)

you know just for once i'd like to have a whole day without rain..its raining now also!!am i the only one who doesn't like the rain??actually i should just go to sleep and dream of days when there were skies like this!

okay..so i didnt take that picture..haha..still wished it was like this here!

So yeah, i'm going to the Good Charlotte gig tomorrow courtesy of Barry!thanks man and joining us will be kenneth and another person..still dont know who tho but oh well..i dont know if i can sneak in my slr in there but i dont dare risk my camera..most likely they wont let me..but i'll try to take some pics with my handphone cam..haha till then!

Its raining again=(

2007-04-18T15:17:00.000+08:00

OK OK..i know i've been complaining about the weather in almost every post..gah..but seriously..the weather is sooo dull!!rainy season sucks!i cant go out and skate..(as in the outdoor parks) and i cant finish my photography project!ugh..i remember my old photography lecturer used to say "bad weather = good pictures" hah..whatever man.. for me its, bad weather = bad mood..and i'm so so so boreddd...haha...aih..oh well..what to do??

umm...so well..i was driving home last night..and i took a couple of random shots..

lightning!!!*bzzzt*wel its actually street lights and a really bumpy road..haha

umm...street lights and car lights?

well thats all folks...due to my stupid internet connection i cant upload alot of stuff..it keeps disconnecting..arrgghh..how irritating...streamyx = cacat...

Its been raining like cats and dogs...woof woof , miao miao

2007-04-17T18:52:00.000+08:00

heya..its been like raining almost everyday...and frankly speaking..i'm getting really really lazy..

haha...just look at how often i update my blog!so like yeah..this is supposed to be a photoblog right?umm..right?haha..i'm still super new at blogging..so i dont know html and i dont know codes for nuts!!haha..well..umm..when i woke up today..i saw my table lamp...haha

and i went to town..well actually pudu to take shots of my photo journalism project..well ppl..this is pudu market!!*beep beep*uhh sound of the ppl unloading stuff?

didnt actually entered into the market..well sorta..haha..uh..old building and market ppl....

some random machine shop..haha..

haha..the old streets have been painted in a fresh new colour!there's orange,yellow,green and even blue!man this whole place reminds me of my high school days..emo weih..further down was the majestic bus stop..and yes its really really called the majestic bus stop which was named after the cineplex behind it..its really old and its burned down..so yeah..wasted...

haha..well...thats all for now i guess..err..its not my best work..i am so totally shy about this blog so yeah..for more pictures of my photography work..

pls visit: http://www.flickr.com/photos/brian_siew

haha..okiee..i'll try to post as often as i can..=)

Rainy drive home..

2007-03-22T20:22:00.001+08:00

Well its rainy season here..mix that up with emo music and you get a killer combo of emotions!i miss you lauranne..wish you were here beside me..driving home is never the same without you..

Red laces, black shoes

2007-03-22T19:14:00.000+08:00

This is my first post!never really thought of having a blog..so i guess this is more me a hp picture blog..well..here goes!

The Adventures Of Red Laces & Black Shoes!

Zomg!

Puppy Love!

Birthday!

LONG AWAITED UPDATE

Day 1!!

Arrival!

relfect

Hello!

Dead

Rainy season again!!

Rainy season again!!

The Only Way Out Is Through

Cell Group dinner!

A New Beginning!

Lantern Festival!!

(title?)heh

Random

Weirddd..

Added stuff

High School Musical 2~

Updates

Back but still gone..

Exemption!

Back...back..

secretConfession.

"If only memories can be cut like hair"

Perfect..

So I Thought..

Busy as a bee?heh..

Operator...the line is dead!

Back to the norm..

Moving For The Sake Of Motion..

In Regards To Myself

Running with a heavy heart..

Starting Uni..

Louis Vuitton Opening!!!

Durian Overload!!

PAAHHTAY!!

Gratitude

In the end everyone leaves..

Work work work!

Be My Escape..

BLESSED 17th BIRTHDAY LAURANNE!!!

D'oh!

...

Hello from Seattle

Books...

Broken...

Summer Holidays!!!

Outdated..

Evening skies..

Sonic The hedgehog!

Finally!

Bored!

Its raining again=(

Its been raining like cats and dogs...*woof woof , miao miao*

Rainy drive home..

Red laces, black shoes

Its been raining like cats and dogs...woof woof , miao miao