Broken...

have you ever been so broken inside..that you'd just wish that the other person knows how it feels?have you ever been so alone and you wish that that person was there?..
this is the sound of a broken record playing..

Summer Holidays!!!

well its sorta like a "summer holiday" haha..my uni follows the american holiday system..so yeah..two whole months of holidays..syok..and the reason why i haven't been updating anything recently is cuz i was away in damai laut! for my church's family camp..so yeah..its a 4days 3 nights thing..and we stayed in damai laut swiss-garden resort..or something like that..cant remember the long name..but its under swiss-garden..its a beach resort..

in general the camp was quite fun..

God showed me how important it was to break out of my circle of friends and start to be more aware of other people who are like alone and to make friends with them and make them feel as a part of whats going on..and in order to do that..He made me feel lonely and somewhat deserted..and left out..and through all that i realised that sometimes you cant really count on the people that you want to count on..because really..every has their own lives and you cant force them to care about you if they cant find the time to and are too caught up with their own stuff..so its good to be alone sometimes..you get to search for yourself..or search for people that needs more attention and care than yourself.
well enough about the emo stuff..ermm..i guess i'll just show the pictures..

there we go..haha..this is a must have...

this reminded me of someone VERY special!=) yes dear!i DO think of you even when i'm away at the beach!=)

shawn...haha..this dude has encouraged me during the camp..seriously..thanks=)

Team ROCKSTA!!!okay so we didnt win the amazing race..but we still had a fun time!elijah is missing in this pic...=( and i look fat from below!!heh..

Team Rocksta again! by the beach..

haha..thats Ivan..

Thats shawn standing on a rock during sunset..

Super Duper Killer Sunset!

The Swiss Garden Damai Laut Resort=)



Night at the beach..=)
well i guess thats about it..there're like 300plus more shots that i took..but i'm not gonna upload everything here..for more pics..you can visit my flickr account..i'll post the link when i've finished uploading it into my account!=)

Outdated..

yeap..i'm feeling really out of touch with so many things lately..and really..it sucks..movies..people..etc..sigh...yeah..kinda sad life for me..just feeling down in the dumps lately..and i'm starting to think that no one reads my blog..and thats also why i dont update so often..what for??anyways..this whole thing started for fun..so i guess its not that important if anyone reads it or not..heh..well on a lighter note..

haha..yeap..shrek the 3rd..haven't watched it yet tho..but i was at McD's one day and they came up with a special set..that had shake fries!and also double lemon sundae..haha..so after my meal..i did something with the left over double lemon sundae...