Back but still gone..

Hi everyone!
still busy with the conference stuff and also all my other things..heh.
I just wanna say that although the conference didnt turn out the way i expected it, but i know that God moved in us.
=)

no time to cerita banyak..so i'll just post the pictures and videos up another time k?
so go participate in out calvary youth website! yes! its up!

http://www.calvary-youth.com

we have all sorts of things to get you through the week!
go participate in the forums and discussions too okay?
our leaders will be more than happy to help you out!
I'll go log in into the forums when i have the time heheh..

keep on living for God!
really..dont lose sight of Him.

take care!

Exemption!

Woot!
Praise God!..i got an exemption!!
haha...it was actually by accident..
my classmate wanted to get exempted for this subject computer graphics
and apparently its advanced la..
so i thought to myself..why not try?
and here i am just got interviewed by my lecturer and i passed!
so yay! one less subject this semester!
i'm so glad i could answer his questions and show him my work..haha
so now we have mutual respect for each other!
okay la..at least i'm happy for this moment in time=)

oh btw..i'm going to genting after this with me family..
so yeah..its all good..will take pics.

and thanks guys..really..in Malaysia or abroad!you guys rock!
oh and i got my phone back!so thank you again, Darren!for letting me use your phone!
will return it to you when i come back!

ps:guys conference is coming up! and registration ends this week!so sign up!!!! i'm expecting God to work in my life..lets all go with an expectant heart k?

Back...back..

Yep..i'm back..

no comments to the last post..heh..i have nothing to say..

those of you who are close to me will know what i'm going through..

and really if you're reading this..THANK YOU..you guys have been there even tho my life sucked and even when i'm soo cranky and sad and being a jerk about everything..

its really nice to know that i have friends around me.

and eventho things still seem bleak now..still seems hopeless..

i promise you guys i'll get better aight?

it might not be in an instant or anytime soon..

i really wish i could just let out everything here so that the whole world will know..

but i guess i'd rather not..

letting go of something important is never easy..its always the hardest..

and trying not to be discouraged when you're this vulnerable is EVEN HARDER!

but work still goes on..and life goes on..as someone i once knew always tells me without hesitation..

if only that person is going through what i am..i bet that person will think twice..

on a lighter note..i have pics from my last photography excersize!

this is a lighting assignment..spent half a day working on it..

here are some pics..and yess the models are our own class mates..

ME!heh...well the essence of a cam whore is still in me..heh..yeap!

Tim!..haha..
Nick..poser maxxx!
Yes..fat boy..on a stool!whateverr..
"the chosen one"heheh...
yeng or not?hehe amer..he's the tallest..hence he's more model material..i thinks..heh
ROCK ON!~ okay corny crap..but i didnt know what else to put..heh
Divine revelation?haha..i need that..seriously..
SUperman!!
haha..nothing better to do..

well thats pretty much it..its easy to stay emotionally hidden..isnt it?and i think i've been doing quite a good job..yeah..my posts are getting more and more emo..bear with me k?at least got pictures!i'm typing all this while the graphics class is going on..so yeah..

more updates soon..

secretConfession.

guys.. i have a confession..


i secretly like


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hockey socks

mmmm polyamide.

ps: brian, time to change your password to prevent me from further hacking into your blog

"If only memories can be cut like hair"

yah..i know..what a weird post title..
i had a hair cut yesterday..haha..i look like an emo kid now..owh well..i guess it suits the character..i didnt really play to cut this short..but oh well..hair grows..
sorry peeps no picture..my phone is still screwed..haha..
and many thanks to darren for letting me use his old phone=)

anyways..IGNITE conference is coming soon..so make sure yall register this sunday k?
haha...got t-shirt wan you know..haha

i have nothing much to say today..weird...maybe i'll blog again later laa..
byee

Perfect..

"Perfect in weakness,I'm only, perfect in just Your strength alone, i'm only, running in just Your strength alone"...

there's really nothing much i can say about what i'm going through these days..
so for those of you out there who are experiencing crappy days..and things really seem bad..
dont give up..instead give everything to God..its hard..its really hard..and i have to constantly remind myself of who i'm living for..
its not like if you say that you uphold everything to God then you wont have anything to worry about and the pain and hurt will go away..i guess thats where faith comes in..

trust God with your life and just fall..trust Him to be the one to save you..

I'm trusting..

So I Thought..

All your twisted thoughts free flow

To everlasting memories

Show soul

Kiss the stars with me

And dread the wait for

Stupid calls returning us to life

We say to those who are in love

It can't be true 'cause we're too young

I know that's true because

so long I was

So in love with you

So I thought

A year goes by

And I can't talk about it

On my knees

Dim lighted room

Thoughts free flow try to consume

Myself in thisI'm not faithless

Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose

Ignorance is bliss cherish it

Pretty neighborhoods

You learn to much to hold

Believe it not

And fight the tears

With pretty smiles and lies

About the times

The times weren't right

And I couldn't talk about it

Chorus Romance says goodnight

Close your eyes and I'll close mine

Remember you, remember me

Hurt the first, the last, between

Chorus Romance says goodnight

Close your eyes and I'll close mine

Remember you, remember me

Hurt the first, the last, between

And I'm praying that we will see

Something there in between

Then and there that exceeds all we can dream

So we can talk about it

And all these twisted thoughts I see

Jesus there in between

And all these twisted thoughts I see

Jesus there in between

Busy as a bee?heh..

well well..
this past few weeks have been hectic..i just found out today that the photography competition that i am supposed to enter is closing its submissions on this coming monday..that means i'll have to do a super fast photoshoot session..scary..anyone of you interested in doing a photoshoot?faster let me know!!haha..
we've been learning to do portraiture shots..and using the studio..which i have already learned waaaayyyy back then...thanks to my foundation lecturer..mr.Azril! haha..i feel so pro now..haha..well..
here's what i've taken these past few days..random shots..
err..me...heheh
Matthew Lee
Ben Toh!err..okay out of focus!
hantuuuuu~

posingggg..ish Mabel!
Cheryl Lum!
Ben Toh in a more "sexy" outfit..hahaha
Tab!=) haha
Brian Yap.."whatchiu lookin at?hmm?"

Wei Chin!

Bamboo!
Coconut!
playing with depth of field..hehe
err...trees with fungus..

so thats about it..for those of you who's wondering why some of my pictures are all yellow..its cuz i used a yellow lens filter..
i'm missing a certain special somebody...sigh..pleaseee....talk to meeee...she's really busy too..haha..oh well..

Operator...the line is dead!

*beep beep*
sigh..okay..my phone is dead...like seriously..it happened yesterday..couldnt turn on..
so i'll have to send it to repair...hopefully i'll get a replacement phone!
but this has brought me to think...i'm really very dependant on my phone huh?
its like i use it as an alarm..to call/text people..play game..take pictures..
and when i dont have it..it feels weird..well..i'm trying to make the best out of things..
i guess its a way that God reminds me to not be soo dependant on earthly things..but rather instead of talking to the people around me with my phone..I should spend more time with Him..
=)
i'm content..i dont want a new phone..i just want my phone to be fixed!..

anyways..this is the promo video for Ignite conference.. woot!enjoy!!