Back...back..

Yep..i'm back..

no comments to the last post..heh..i have nothing to say..

those of you who are close to me will know what i'm going through..

and really if you're reading this..THANK YOU..you guys have been there even tho my life sucked and even when i'm soo cranky and sad and being a jerk about everything..

its really nice to know that i have friends around me.

and eventho things still seem bleak now..still seems hopeless..

i promise you guys i'll get better aight?

it might not be in an instant or anytime soon..

i really wish i could just let out everything here so that the whole world will know..

but i guess i'd rather not..

letting go of something important is never easy..its always the hardest..

and trying not to be discouraged when you're this vulnerable is EVEN HARDER!

but work still goes on..and life goes on..as someone i once knew always tells me without hesitation..

if only that person is going through what i am..i bet that person will think twice..

on a lighter note..i have pics from my last photography excersize!

this is a lighting assignment..spent half a day working on it..

here are some pics..and yess the models are our own class mates..

ME!heh...well the essence of a cam whore is still in me..heh..yeap!

Tim!..haha..
Nick..poser maxxx!
Yes..fat boy..on a stool!whateverr..
"the chosen one"heheh...
yeng or not?hehe amer..he's the tallest..hence he's more model material..i thinks..heh
ROCK ON!~ okay corny crap..but i didnt know what else to put..heh
Divine revelation?haha..i need that..seriously..
SUperman!!
haha..nothing better to do..

well thats pretty much it..its easy to stay emotionally hidden..isnt it?and i think i've been doing quite a good job..yeah..my posts are getting more and more emo..bear with me k?at least got pictures!i'm typing all this while the graphics class is going on..so yeah..

more updates soon..